Twenty Third

I'm the kind of person who'd pour you tea against my better judgement.

Twenty Second

I usually judge my would be romantic links based on

1. How you would act around my friends.
2. How you would react to my playing tetris.
3. How you've reacted to Harry/Ginny and Ron/Hermione.

Twenty-First

'Don't worry about it.'

I say this a lot.
I find so many things go wrong in our lives
and there aren't enough people telling us it's going to be okay.
It's a lie.
Things aren't always going to be okay.

But it's a good sentence to keep in our pockets.

Twentieth

I'm the kind of person who includes the third wheel in conversations.
I've been the third wheel in so many.
I know what it's like.
And it hurts.
Past the 'Oh, no, it's fine'
and the smiles,
it hurts.
And ultimately rude.

I try to avoid being rude.
I hear it's rude.

Nineteenth

I'm nothing like my parents. I like to think that I am nothing like them.
I don't know if I am anything like my parents.
I can feel like I am, sometimes.

And that's okay.
Sometimes it's okay.

And sometimes
it's a horrifying thought.

Eighteenth

"If I really am imagining my life,
why don't I imagine happier things happening to me?"

I really like this quote.
Like, a lot.
I really like one-liners.
I'd love to have a dictionary full of them.
Awesome, kick-ass, heartbreaking one-liners.

Seventeenth

Ahem.
I am so not waiting for your reply.
Refreshing every five minutes
Developing OCD routines to distract myself
Making sure I'm on the right account.

I'm not.
I...I have a life.
And I'm getting back to it.
I swear.

Sixteenth

I have a tough time differentiating the loss of it all.
I can't figure out if I've lost faith in love
or people in general.

I still believe in love. In a really really dismal way.
I still believe in people. In a pessimistic sense.

But I don't believe in either. And I think we hurt each other because we're too scared of actually feeling something. I don't know if I've lost faith in either. Maybe I've lost faith in myself.
I don't even know if I ever had any in the first place.

Fifteen

Sometimes I get so angry
I'm surprised I don't physically morph into a werewolf.

Sometimes I get so angry
I wish I could morph into a werewolf.

Sometimes I wish I could morph into a werewolf
just to see who would stick around.