232 - Orange

also; I can't stop thinking about her.

231 - Fast and Loose

I wonder if you talk to your therapist about me.

If you talked to her that night about me, when I walked you there.
If you walked in, smiling, happier than you thought you could ever be.
If you thought, for some foolish reason, that something special was just beginning.

I miss us before you ruined it, to be honest.
You're silly.
I wish you could've just
not
done that.

230 - I Don't Belong Here

I found myself singing 'Creep' today.
I don't know why.
Radiohead's not even on my iTunes.



thought of you.


It made me smile.
I haven't thought of you in a while.
Silly, isn't it.
Are you home? or just Montreal?

I haven't thought of you in a while.
I don't know if I like that.
Sometimes I wonder if I'm denying who I am.
Maybe you
is it
could
is it a crazy idea to think maybe there's something in the core of you
us
in me
that is good
good

that I'm growing away from?

229 - Road Blocks

I must remember that this isn't the end-all.
That you don't rule the world of theatre.
That this isn't the last place on Earth.

Yes
I must remember that this isn't the best place on Earth.

only my first.