239 - Anew

Well.

Here we go.

238 - Promise Me

If, for whatsoever reason, I were to
die
in some horrific, unseeable
accident.
or
not.
Just
before my 'time'

I want you to know.
That's okay.

Six Feet Under taught me to never take a day for granted.
So I wrote this.
Call it paranoid
call it dramatic
but it's here now
and I'm not.
I really have lived a very good, fortunate life.

I've loved.
and been loved in return.
and lost.
and lived.


and I don't regret much.
I don't regret much at all.


I didn't think and just did it.
and I think searching for Emily Fitch
was the best thing I could've ever done for myself.


so life live to the fullest, my friend.

I love you.
and I miss you.
and thank you for coming back to me.