Sometimes it feels like I’m not even here to live.
live my own life
I was put here to help. I’m just a helper, all I do is help. Help the world, help my family, help my friends. All everyone wants from me is help. And I help, and I help, and I help, and I sacrifice.
I sacrifice so much and never ask, never expect anything in return.
So much.
For nothing. For nothing because no one wants me.
Everyone needs me, to be something, to be someone,
but no one wants me.
I love you.
ReplyDeleteAnd I like having you around, so I guess you could say, in a way, that I want you.
I want you, Tabia. I need you too. You are an important person in my life and I try not to bother you with my real problems too much. Do I? I'm sorry if I do. You don't have to help me. Just be my friend.
ReplyDeleteIt's not that, Marta Barnes.
ReplyDeleteThat honestly doesn't bother me.
I know I'm not exactly incredibly close to you...
ReplyDeleteBut I want you to be on msn when I log on because I enjoy our conversations. I want to get together with you and watch House and laugh. I wanted you to be at my party and was glad when you showed up.
I don't need any of those things; I want them.