Fifty Seven

Hi.
I haven't always been like this.

I used to be really positive. And I used to believe in society.
I used to have a lot of faith in humanity.
And I used to be...fearless. I used to be much less judgemental.

I used to have less respect for myself, though.

I used to be satisfied with what I had.
Used to be a lot less lonely. Or maybe just less aware of my loneliness.
I used to dance more and write less.
I used to believe in the power of love.
I used to let grudges go. I used to forgive and forget.
I used to not blame myself for everything.

Anyway.
just wanted to say I haven't always been like this.