202 - Missing Chances

I honestly thought the email I'd written to you was the most painful letter I would ever have to write, ever. And until today, that was true.

I suppose
I knew I wouldn't regret that letter.
I knew it'd change things, but I knew I wouldn't regret it.
I'd take the consequences, horrible as they might have been
horrible as they were.

But this. Sending this rejection email.
this isn't what I want.
But
that's the difference, isn't it.
business.

That's all this is.

It shouldn't hurt this much. Yes it should.
I wonder if I'll regret this.