Sunday, September 23, 2012

219 - Looking Over


Listen.

She’s lovely

and silly and beautiful and everything I’ve ever wanted and everything I didn’t know I needed and we’re scary perfect together and I’m thinking too far in advance because I’m so in love with her yadda yadda yadda I know I know. I know she’s wonderful and I’m not going to leave her; I don’t want to.

But I want to know
why we didn’t work out.

Why?
Why, because I have gone through the years, in my head, and you must have known, because I knew, and we both knew, and there were times when there were people, people for me and people for you, and bad times, but there were good times. There were good times and we still didn’t happen. And I want to know why we didn’t make a move. Why didn’t this work out? Would we not have worked out? Did you know that? Maybe I did, too. But is that it? We just didn’t even try? Is that what happened? I think we could've been great. I think we could've been amazing. I would have taken care of you. I would have listened and loved and given, to you. I know this because I have loved and cared and respected you since the moment we met. And I know this is reciprocal. 

So what happened? I’m sorry. I want to know. I want to know because...
don’t you?

were we just a pipe dream?

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